The Rollercoaster Ride

Life is a whirling rollercoaster ride. When you thought that you're at the peak, you're coming down 70 degrees, 100 feet downwards. But would I even need to write if there are no such unpredictable events.

I felt awful for abandoning my baby for a month while I sorted out my unemployed status. Life was a total distress when you are going through sleepless nights and imagining counting pennies. But I am glad life is back to the start of the rollercoaster, however I still see the 70 degrees plunge just ahead of me.

And I wasn't wrong at all. As much as my life has took a turn into a new dimension altogether, it still very much contain mixed feelings. I guess the excitement never failed to fold in but at the same time the thought of what could unfold next still scares me.

However, this is life. I have learnt to move on from one step to the next no matter how big the step was. If it is the thunderstorm that I have and will go through, life has to go on. We should all make the best out of the situations that we have and we live in, treasure our love ones and the time with our closest family and friends because you will never want to look back, and think I shold have done that.

I think bumped into what I really want =)